Sitting in my big kitchen
Of my big blue house
Under my big roof
Staring outside my big windows
With big blinds covering every single one
I wonder when I will
Be able to sit down
And say “Life is good”
Don’t get me wrong
Life is a lot better than last week
But I still feel like
I have the weight of the world on my shoulders
Sometimes it seems
I have to walk
With my head high
Act like I have no worries
A puma ma tadda
When I know deep down inside
That is far from the real truth
While I sit in my big kitchen
Of my big blue house
Under my big roof
Staring outside my big windows
With big blinds covering every single one
I wonder when I was ever truly happy
Most people would say
I am suffering
From teenageritis
But its more than that
Life has become complicated
A vast, empty ocean
Full of surprises
One day it will
Change
But what can I do
Shit happens!
Because everything
is everything
And thats how its always been
Sydne Morris
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/everything-is-everything/