I don't want this pain anymore
I don't want to feel like I'm drowning
I don't want to be blamed for everything
I hate to cry
I hate to be depressed
I hate to lie that everything is fine
Stop lying to me
Stop turning people against me
Stop saying it's all my fault
I hate you so much
But I love you too
I just want to be like I used to be
Jade Harmony
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/stop-38/