What will be what could've been
By Brett Huizenga
I dont know why Im so depressed,
Im never under too much stress,
Its gotten to the point where I must confess
I dont shine like I did before.
I'll take the bruises take the hits,
Deal with step-dads punching fits,
Fight back till he gives up or quits
But its rejection that hurts more.
Now maybe I cant get a girl because Im not too pretty,
But I cant be funny all the time because Im not that witty.
And the last thing that a want is for them all to give me pitty,
But I do need something because its been going so damn... bad.
Every time I see her,
I hide 'cause Im a wreck.
Every time she sees me,
She looks like she doesn't care.
And every time I see her,
My heart is in my neck
And every time she sees me,
She seems completely unaware
Of the feeelings that I harbor and the feeling that I hold,
And of the warm heart in me that is slowley turning cold.
She just seems so perfect,
And thats never going to change.
But if she was mine for just a day,
The stars I would rearrange.
Now I dont want to send the stalker vibe,
Dont take me the wrong way,
Its just hard not to talk about someone,
When you think about them every day.
I just want her to know I aint like every other guy,
And even though theres an age difference,
She should at least give it a try.
Brett Huizenga
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