Standing next to my sin
just remembering where it begins
young i was waiting for
the one i looked up to
he was taken away from me
so i started fighting life
rebelling is what they call it
i say it was searching
i was only reacting to the pain surrounding me
THIS IS NOT AN APOLOGY
I DON'T BELIEVE I SHOULD BE SORRY
COZ THAT MEANS I ACCEPT WHAT HAPPENED
I WONT EVER BE ABLE TO DO THAT
When i was searching
i came across more battles
i lost two friends on the same day
now everyone is waiting for what I have got to say
so here is a sudden reaction I have exploded
into thousands of sins
so many times I have supported feelings
for it to be taken away from me
now all i do battle
all the feelings i need in my life
I'M NOT HERE TO BE SORRY
I'M NOT TO BE UNDERSTOOD
SO NEVER REGRET COZ I DONT
Lee Howlett
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/standing-next-to-my-sin-just-remembering-where-it-begins/
