Numb, freezing.
I just want to die.
Trying so hard
to cling to something
I don't want.
Everyone outdoes me,
everyone is better than me.
It's never about me.
I can do no right.
Why not just die?
And...
I just can't seem
to remember why
I stayed alive.
I thought I had reasons
that stopped me,
kept me living.
But now,
nothing seems to be in the way.
I'm so cold,
shivering and shivering.
My mom would tell you
it's because I don't have a heart.
Please my dear,
just kill me.
Feb.-4-10
Heart of Ice Die Die Die
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/kill-me-12/