I've fought for all those around me
never fighting for myself
just letting me lose the war I need to fight most
but at least those around me felt no pain if I could help it
I was there to comfort all
help all
fight for those who could not fight for them selves
I was there to be a shoulder to cry on
an ear to listen to
and the one to solve others problems
no one ever noticed my life
was falling apart
not even me
not until it was to late
then I saw what I had become
I have seen to much pain
seen and fought too many battles
to ignore the war I stand in
for I can not just turn my back on ones in need
I will always help all I can
for that is just me
I have already lost my battle
I have lost myself
for I am now here just for others
there no longer is a battle for me
for i have lost my life
i have lost my will to life
for myself
so now i will stay and fight
for as long as i can
for how long can you stay
when you have already lost your soul
lost yourself
Scarlet .....
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-lost-my-battle/
