i just want to look at him and say
love me, damn it, love me
but he never looks my way
just walks by
oblivious to anything
i think
if there was ever a day
where those words escaped my lips,
it would be today
because looking in his eyes
i feel an extraordinary pain ripping me apart
and i want to Know what it is like
if even for just one day
to be loved
but, i suppose
there is no forcing someone to love you
that would be ridiculous
so i will do nothing
but smile
and laugh a little
and hide the pain that i feel inside
because after all
there is no cure
for what you cannot diagnose
Fallen Too Far
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/how-do-you-look-for-something-that-s-not-there/