Surprise Me!

I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel - Dad.....

2014-11-07 7 Dailymotion

You never ever told me dad,
that i was any good,
although you tried so very hard,
i might as well be wood..
For all the good it ever did,
i tried do hard to be,
the perfect little human being,
it did no good you see.
Becuase you just couldn't see me,
the child that cried inside,
i sang and danced and wanted you,
to love me not deride.
A pat, a smile, a kiss, a hug..
i didn't ask too much,
so where ws i to turn to get,
the love, the touch?
I didn't get it form you,
your perfect, harmed no-one,
do you know what you've done,
that now can't be undone?
For all i ever wanted was,
a dad that just loved me,
regardless of the things i'd done,
love me set me free..
Who'd set me free to love and so,
in turn i'd love my own,
it's hard to do just that though,
when the seeds have been sown.
It's ad that you don't know me,
it's sad i don't know you,
and all thoses dirty things you did to me,
has claimed the lives of two!

I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel

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