As i lay down with this frown
I wait
For the sheets to get pulled over
For the book to be read
It is my final thoughts before i lay my head
They are these precious moments
The ones that can never be repalced
They remind you
That you must take wut you can get
When daylight fades
I think about the promise of a better day to come
But wut if i dont wake
Then the day will never come
As i lay my head to bed
I think
Of how i spoke my last words
Of how my last impression was
Of how i imapcted her life
Was it a waste?
I hope not this cud be my last thought
My last goodnight
My last tonite
As i lay my head to bed
I think
Did i do wut i promised
Then i close my eyez
My last thought:
Will they ever open again
I hope so because my impact could be greater
If not i am satisfied
I lived my life well
Without any regrets i lived it well
I close my eyez in wonder
Will i live another day
Will breathe another breath
Will i speak another word
Or will i stay silent
Will i stop breathing
Will i die
And never open my eyez again!
Never hear another story
Never get tucked in?
Will i die tonite!
Mark Chavez
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/as-i-lay-down-to-rest/