i have ached for you,
since time began
to have any meaning;
since the world began
to make any sense;
i have hungered for your look;
that look, which will tell me
that ive been birthed,
and christened.
that i've been sunkissed,
and pocketed,
in some recess
of your heart or mind...
i have lusted for your sentience;
for your lips to mouth a question
that will defeat my obscurity,
and define my existence to me.
for, since time began
to have any meaning,
and since the world began
to make any sense to me,
i have loved you;
and awaited you;
and dreamed you into godliness....
till, i have lost my soul,
till, i have lost my reflection,
till, i have lost all sense of reason.
wardha jawdat
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/let-there-be-a-beginning/
