This feeling in stomach
Can no longer be ignored
It stabs at my insides
As I tighten up this cord
This feeling in my head
Is no longer sounding peaceful
It mocks my every thought
As I kneel down for these people
This feeling in hand
No longer hurts my body
Its numbness leaves me gratified
As I hook this on the pulley
This feeling in my heart
Is no longer bliss or amity
It kills my every cell
As I say goodbye to the family
Madeline Fazio
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/this-feeling-4/