I have dreamt of this experiance for such a long time
I think I may have made my expections just a little
high
I don't feel independent
or free
or revived
I feel weighed down
and stressed
and out of the loop
This is nothing how I thought it would be
I hope this gets better
Before I decide to leave
Madeline Fazio
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-what-i-thought/