2010-11-13 1st Journal, Mayan day 2 Monkey ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/42794595 Intro: It’s an interesting time for me. Mind would like to think that things “should” be stable, be regular - be predictable. That comforts mind. Well, they’re not - not at all. Are you making friends with this? Perhaps sit with the discomfort that may arise and just be with it a while. It will dissolve, but not if we run from it. That only prolongs our pain. Anyway, I have yet another different sense of self, this day - which, of course, won’t fit into words. It never does. Yet, one writes, one speaks - one uses them. Some kind of craziness, this is, but it’s the best we have for now. Better times are coming, though, when our true deep Spirit within us will really get to ‘Speak.’ How this will be I don’t know. I just know it won’t be words or mere telepathy. Something else. What is different about today? This is ever a good question to ask the self, to inquire into - especially upon arising or early in the day, before the rat race of the mind intrudes. Our Spirit is more accessible early, with the dawn or the morning, somehow. No understanding of this is necessary. It’s just something that can be experienced - something that just is... Distributed by Tubemogul.